Sundays at home deserve special mention- a sort of paradise,
wherein the pressures of the world and the maddening pace of weekdays fail to
penetrate. Throwing myself into the warm embrace of home, I allow myself to be
enthralled by creation.
Waking up to a Sunday morning at home is an elating feeling.
It is a morning when sleep encroaches into my wakefulness. My mind is a calm
empty bed of nothingness, for it is fresh from sleep, and the day ahead demands
nothing of it. That is the magic of Sunday. I am awake, and yet, my mind has
the tranquility of sleep. Today, the breeze, the moving clouds in the sky, the
sun’s journey of ascent in the sky, the rustling of leaves, the birds, bees and
butterflies making the most of these hours of the morning- they evoke a
fountain of happiness within me. I am in love with all of them. They heal me of
the wounds of the week- the physical wounds of exhaustion and the mental wounds
of stress. Today, the world around me is bustling with activity, but I have
come to a standstill. Today, I embody every spirit around me. I am the infinity
of the sky…I am the bright red rose in bloom… I am the bird in flight…I am the
unruly breeze blowing across the trees. In the nothingness within me, I
perceive everything. No pain penetrates this vision of tranquility. I feel far
removed from the pressures and pursuits of a weekday.
My relationship with this house- our mutual love for each
other…our silent understanding of each other…it is hard to define. This house
is a physical space that brings out the ‘me’ within. It is how this physical
structure mirrors my mind, bringing into my heart the elements of nature, the
way I want it to…helping me experience the love of the sun, the moon, the
stars, the earth, the breeze, the trees…it is this aspect that makes us
inseparable.
Thoughts I had jotted down a long time ago:
“It is Sunday morning. I wake up to the sound of the rain
outside. My room is still in darkness. I love Sunday mornings- it is that
special day when nature awakens me- a slow and beautiful phenomenon, as opposed
to the distressing abruptness of the alarm.
I close my eyes yet again. But this time, I am in a trance.
I am still in the realms of sleep, because my mind isn’t racing. It is picking
up tempo, but it isn’t racing.
I hear the pitter-patter of the rain outside, the slow
orchestra of the birds, and all the sounds from the awakening world outside-
but they sound distant. I begin to dream- of things I love to dream about. Is
this sleep or wakefulness? :)
As I dream, the sounds of the morning slowly begin to sound
closer to my ears- I hear them now, loud and clear. The rain has stopped. I
open my eyes- the first rays of the sun are streaming in through the window-
golden rays that flood me in their embrace, as if instilling energy into my
body and soul, revitalizing me. I bask in the magic of these rays.
My eyes are now open, and I feel wide awake. I sit up in
bed, stretch, and fall in love with the day ahead. This is the tempo of dawn.”
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